- Donnie Brasco
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So it seems as though many people have jumped on the blogging train so I thought it would be fun to try it out. I start work at 3, until an undisclosed time very late this evening (or very early tomorrow morning, depending on how you look at it.) I work the coat check at a reception hall .45 seconds away from my house.
This Christmas season, I have decided to embrace the holiday and give up my Grinch-ness. I will be spending the holidays with family, friends and my boyfriend..all of whom i love dearly. There's no reason to dread a time that one spends eating and celebrating. The one thing I am dreading though, is the snow.
As a driver, one tends to be a bit more pessimistic about this time of year. Scraping and shoveling your car out of mounds of snow is taxing (and to be more precise, fucking exhausting!) But I am trying to be happy this holiday season so, for the time being, I will complain as little as possible (at least until the snow gets really bad and I have reason to bitch to all of you) I'm also beginning to wonder who will read this blog.. it's odd, but it feels like i'm writing to no one.
I will leave you with certain things on my mind...:
- I read over my list of new years resolutions, and I haven't kept one. On the list were: 1) write something at least once a week (poem, short story...anything). 2) learn how to play an instrument. 3) go to the gym 3 - 4 times a week (I only started doing that mid way through september) and 4) have a more positive outlook on things, generally be a happier person. So my question is, should i even come up with new years resolutions this year, or is it just something to make me feel like I have a project ahead of me?
- I would love snow much more if the city of MTL woke up and cleaned the snow better, and quicker. I mean, lets call a spade a spade here...the snow storm this week wasn't all that bad...it's going to get worse, and we'll have at least 20 of them this winter...its taken the snow plows 3 days to get rid of it.
- I wish i was cooler. And just by saying that I'm pretty sure whatever level of cool I possessed vanished into thin air. What I mean is, I wish I was a bit more quirky...for example: I wish I listened to more obscure bands or made an effort to find obscure artists. I wish I had the balls to shop more in that uber trendy section of H&M where everything is floral or has puffy sleeves. I wish I had more tattoos. Sometime, I feel like I look the same as everyone else. It's boring.
- And finally, I cannot wait until my exams are over. My final one is on Monday and I simply cannot wait to throw the exam in my stupid profs face and say "here's your damn essay!" and sprint off of Concordia's downtown campus in a fit of happiness and sheer joy.
Feel free to answer any of my questions :)
Until next time....
i have always thought that you are an exceptionally beautiful person, inside and out
ReplyDeletexo,
rian
wow rian.
ReplyDeletethank you so much :)